Wednesday, October 26, 2005

Love

i just watched the movie hitch...great movie...not the typical love movie...the only typical part is the guy gets the girl in the end...
i really dunno how to put this in words...cos i actually have deleted wat i typed for like 5 times already (6 times now..wow love is really hard to write)....ok this is the 7th time...
ok i tink i keep it short n simple before wat i write here goes to the crap category...
1)the movie was great...made me feel wat love is
2)made me think about how You loved me
3)i never had this kind of feelings before i knew You
4)it is You that first loved me
5)that makes me able to feel wat love is
6)its like for now i understand wat it means by He first loved us tat enables us to love others.
i think i kinda wrote this in a wrong way...so if anyone is reading this...just tink of it the rite way...cos i really dunno how to write it...

just wanna end with this...

(Now that we found love what are we gonna do)
[what are we gonna do] (with it) [with it]
(Now that we found love what are we gonna do)
[hey-eay] (with it)

the rest of the song is not right...only this part...

to be honest i have not read Your word in weeks...but after watching this movie..and then i dunno y...i just pick up the bible, on the lights and started reading it again...it is times like this that you show me that you will always be there...never letting me go by ur side....

all i wanna say is I love You too......

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Thank you

something i tot never would have happened....the exam paper format changed...
i din know how was tat possible ..but i tink God is in control...
some how....for my antenna & propagation paper... instead of answering 2 of 3 questions from antenna and 2 of 3 questions from propogation...we just had to answer any 4 out of 6 questions....antenna part was really insanely hard to do...so i really concentrated on the propogation part...turn out in the end i can answer 3 questions for the propogation part... thank God.... about the antenna part...nah...dun go there...unless i m goin to be a rocket scienctist...this is not for me...
God i really thank you for helping me go through the exam time...it was hard for me cos i really dun wanna study anymore but just wanna grad...but thank you for the patients you give me...
i just pray now tat i pass all my exams....tats all i ask cos i got really low for the other 40%...
Thank you too for all the holidays too...and also for all the good frens and family you gave me...nothing could have been better that wat you have planned for me...hope i will stick to your plan...and i say its hard...but help me do it...

Monday, October 03, 2005

Exams is over but test still continues

My exam are over...but God i still struggle to spend time reading ur word daily...i know i tok to you a lot and dun really listen...but God help me to read more of your word...
Like you said....If anyone desires to come after You, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily....
God....i desire You but...carry my cross daily??? Thats hard.....but.. i will still wanna obey you...cos obey is better then all the time i sacrifice for You...
Help me God....
Just wanna thank you for the exams that have just passed....oh man...you even changed the question paper for us..so that we can pass.. if not...our antenna paper....habis...
now i just pray that i will pass all my exams....

Jesus...Thank you for being there with me...